I am hoping that as I write posts in my blog…I can share life with you. Funny things my kids do, milestones they make it to, along with significant experiences I have with them. Someday, I am hoping to print these pages and make a book of our lives. I am so behind on scrapbooking I am wondering if this might help…at least to get stories down that I won’t forget. Anyway…I didn’t want to miss this story:
During the Month of August, our church, Salem Alliance had 3 amazing prayer experiences/walks called “FIRE THE SOUL.” We were able to come in during the week to the church and walk through; each week had a different theme. This is my experience taking Annie and Nathan. I wrote this out right after it happened…but forgot about it. I just came across it again and wanted to share it with you. This experience really impacted me. Kids are so sensitive to the Spirit…I really want to be more like them!
Annie – What does FIRE THE SOUL mean?
Rochelle – Well you know that Jesus lives in your Heart right?
Annie – Yes
Rochelle – A soul is the place where Jesus lives…kind of like how we say Jesus lives in your Heart. You could also say that Jesus lives in your Soul.
Annie – Like a shoe?
Rochelle – No…like your heart. It’s just a different way to say it.
Annie – OH. So “Fire the soul” is kind of like heart burn!
Rochelle – (stifling laughing out loud) No…(pause) It’s just another way to say that you are excited. That your heart is excited about Jesus…and praying sometimes helps us get closer to Jesus and makes us excited about what HE wants for us or the people around us. So when we go to FIRE THE SOUL we will be seeing what God wants to say to us…that might get us excited about praying and learning to see the world through HIS eyes.
Annie – OK…sure we can go.
SO… when we went to Fire and Soul…I wasn’t quite sure what to expect. I took both Annie and Nathan.
We walked in and saw the piles of rice on the tables.
Annie – Mom, what’s the rice for?
Rochelle – Well…let’s see.
We walked over to the table right in front with the “Super Bowl rice” – noting the number of people were who watched the Super Bowl at the stadium…small pile of rice #1, then a gigantic mountain of rice (pile #2) representing the number of people who watched the Super Bowl on TV
Annie – Wow…mom that’s a lot of people.
Annie, Nathan and I walked quietly through and Annie read each of the white labels on the table, each explaining what each pile of rice was representing. As we got toward the back of the room…I had to explain what abortions were, the countries that had been mentioned she had never heard of, etc. She was very quiet and was just “taking it all in.” We got to the table with the mound of rice representing the number of people that eat at McDonalds each day. Annie laughed out loud and she and Nathan had a conversation about how many people that was…”thousands…or millions…or ka-trillions!?” They went around the other side of the table and read the next label…”number of children who die each year of hunger.” Annie stopped. She instinctively put her hand on the pile of rice and held it there firmly so grains of rice were in between her fingers.
Annie – Mom, all these kids die because they don’t have food?!
Rochelle- Yes Annie. There are a lot of parts of the world that kids don’t get meals like we do every day.
She stood there in silence, tears forming in her eyes, with her hand pressed firmly in the mound of rice representing the children. Then she turned to me and said
Annie – Mom, I think we need to pray for these kids! Can I pray for them?
Rochelle – OF course! (I was standing there thinking…why hadn’t I been doing that as we walked by other areas…why wasn’t that my idea?)
After she prayed…we continued through the room. We prayed for at least 4-5 more areas that either Annie, Nathan or I felt the Holy Spirit directing us to pray. Each time with our hands on the mounds of rice! It really was an AMAZING EXPERIENCE! AND to learn through, and from, my daughter!
Sometimes I am amazed at how clearly children, even my children, can simplify things to see things through the eyes of Jesus and with the heart of the Holy Spirit. Their little hearts are not influenced in the same way that adults are de-sensitized to the ways the world tells us to process or look at things. They can see a problem, need, or someone hurting and just simply pray. AND their FAITH is so strong so completely able to TRUST in God and his plan for us!
I love that my kids are teaching me more of how to listen to the heart of God. This experience with Annie and Nathan truly opened my eyes in a new way to what Jesus was saying in Matthew 18. Jesus called a young child to himself and said, “I assure you, unless you turn from your sins and become as little children, you will never get into the Kingdom of Heaven. Therefore, anyone who becomes as humble as this little child is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven.”